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Letizia Recycling 270/??

Okay since you're asleep at the moment this makes it easier to say. Babe I just wanted to tell you that I am so grateful for you. I love you so much and I hope you always keep that in mind no matter what crazy and stupid things I say when I'm mad. But the fact that you give in to me and tell me you love me even when I'm being so mean... It just makes me snap out of it. Last night I calmed down by a lot when you said I mean so much to you.. Even if I don't feel the same way. I started to cry reading that. And I couldn't talk to you anymore and I almost cried myself to sleep because I felt so sad for the things I said about being wrong for you and us not working. I don't know what I was thinking... My anger took over me and I forgot that I love you. I felt like a different person and that scares me because the last thing I want is to destroy something that's so good. I'm gonna be a better girlfriend to you. We're gonna keep making this work. I'm gonna handle the distance better from now on. It's just hard to convey emotions the right way when we aren't physically together.. But I'm gonna be patient. And I'm gonna be more understanding. In 4 weeks I'll see you again and it'll all be better. Again, I love you Christopher Ngo. 💜 You mean the world to me and I want you to be a part of everything I get to experience. I don't see my life with anyone but you. Thank you for being the amazing boyfriend that you are and for loving me and caring for me as much as you do. You deserve my best and I promise to give that to you.

I never knew a person could mean so much.