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SHINee @ 'Idol Army' (Ep. 15)

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  So it’s been quite a while since I made a text post. I noticed that my blog has been nothing but reblogs and pictures. I’m not sure what happened. I used to make tons of text posts about my feelings and such and now I just can’t put my feelings into a text post now. I’ve decided to make a text post about this special date. This date is actually very important to me because this is the day that my boyfriend, Damiel O. Amores, asked me to be his girlfriend. We started talking when school started this year around mid August. It all started when my best friend, Allison, was trying to make a new Chorus class last year. She really wanted me to join but I heard about this new Journalism class that was going to be available for the next school year. Journalism was a class I really wanted to take because I was considering of majoring it in college. Allison brought me into the office to ask Mr. Barbour about making a new class. He asked me if I was going to sign up and I was going to feel bad if I said no so I just signed up. As soon as my Junior year started, I found out that I was placed in the Chorus class. Now, I didn’t know that I was going to be placed into the class.. I thought I was just signing the paper to help create the class. -__- I couldn’t transfer out because I was one of the people that signed up for the class so I had no choice but to stay. It was the first day of school and we had to go to all of our classes that day. As soon as I walked through the doors for my Chorus class all I could think was “I really don’t want to be here. -.-“ A lot of my friends wanted the Journalism class so we were thinking of transferring out. (Buuuut we couldn’t. So… yeah.) I remember when I sat down and I saw a group of guys just walk through the doors. One specific guy caught my eye. He was surrounded by his friends and he was laughing and was talking and was just.. c: lol. I thought he was so cute. :3 I told myself that I might enjoy this class because of him. As time passes by, I tried my best to look presentable every time I had Chorus just so I could impress him. I would always look at him during class hoping he wouldn’t see me staring at him. One day, we had to do this group activity where we actually had to sing. As I got my group together, I noticed that the really cute guy was in my group. :D I remember when he first said, “Hey. I’m Damiel.” Oh my god. The feels. c’: I was really embarrassed to be singing infront of him. (I don’t sing well. LOL.) As soon as that activity was done, we had to group up again for another activity we were going to do. Surprisingly, he ended up being in my group again! :D (woop woop!) We were given a silent room to stay in to work on our presentation. I was shy and I felt awkward being there because he was there too. He asked me, “Hey, uhh.. Can I borrow your pencil?” I said, “Yeah sure.” C: I always whispered to my friends that I thought he was cute. I tried looking for him at school and stuff and I would walk past him hoping he’d notice me or something. (lol. I felt like such a loser omg. .___.) Well, we have this Chorus page on FB so we can see what’s HW and stuff.. I got a message from Damiel asking me what the HW was and I was just freaking the hell out because I never knew he would message me ever (lol c:) I was panicking a whole lot and I was texting my best friend Allison about what I should say and stuff. I continued to have a conversation with him and it was one of the awesomest feelings ever. I really love talking to him. Our conversation was funny and I thought it was really cute. I tried to keep talking so our conversation wouldn’t stop. Then he told me that he had to get off his computer and that we should text. Oh man. I was actually pretty happy to hear that ^__^. So I gave him my number and we started texting. It’s one of the greatest feelings ever. Texting someone that you’re really interested in. And it wasn’t even slow texting! :D He didn’t take super long to reply and stuff and I really liked that. We continued to talk and talk until the night ended. It ended up being “the creep that snuck up behind the Sopranos” and the “Cute Soprano Girl” LOL. Little did I know that my best friend Allison actually told Damiel how I felt. She told him that I liked him and omg T___T I had no idea. I felt so embarrassed because ever since he told me that I felt so shy around him and stuff. He knowing that I liked him was embarrassing. ;____; eep. I remember when he first approached me at lunch. I was filming for my science project with Allison and I noticed a group of guys near the dark hall. I was changing by the ramp and they just started walking over. I hear, “Oh Hi Damiel!” and I was just like O____________O I WAS CHANGING WHILE HE WAS THERE. WTH. I was so embarrassed omg. Wow. Wow. Wow. LOL. It was so awkward. I was so shy. I just looked at Allison like “:O” and she did too. I didn’t know what to say and I didn’t know what to do. It was totally weird. LOL. So, the night before we were talking about secrets and how we were going to tell each other a special secret that we had. (I was going to tell him that I like him. Lol c:) I also told him I was going to make him a nutella sandwich. LOL. :D So when he went up to me he said “Hey.” C: and I could feel myself melting in the inside. ;___; I gave him his sandwich and it had the secret note inside. I asked for mine and he gave me a piece of binder paper. It said “Cute girl in Soprano? Paula, DUH!” LOL. I thought it was the cutest thing but it wasn’t really a secret because he already told me this. So I felt really embarrassed when he opened his note and it said “I really like this guy and his name is Damiel Amores.” We went from texting, to talking on voxer and it was so awesome. I really enjoyed every single conversation we had. Every single day that passed by I was just happier and happier. I absolutely love talking to him. He made my day every day and he never failed to make me happy. It took some time for us to break through the shyness stage and actually start holding hands and hugging and stuff. Lol xP Super cute.

  It’s been 5 months since he’s asked me out. Throughout these months we’ve had our arguments, but we’ve also had the best moments a girl could ever ask for. I could ever ask for. :D I have so many memories that I hold close to my heart and I’m so happy those memories happened. I remember our first date to Serramonte, I remember spending a day exploring the city with him, I remember going to his house every Wednesday just so I can lie down on his bed and sleep. C: I remember going bowling, going to the movies, going to Purple Kow, and so much more. THOSE were the best days of my life. I love looking back at the pictures that we took because it always leaves a smile on my face. He really is someone special to me. I really do love him and I’m happy he’s by my side. He really is a cutie pie. He’s my Babester. My Babu. My Best friend. My Cutesie pie. My Damiel. He’s more important than anything. I’m happy he’s my boyfriend. I’m happy he’s with ME.

He’s MINE. MINE DAMMIT. NO ONE ELSE’S D:<  and I love him. C:

I love Damiel O. Amores.

YOU HEAR THAT WORLD?

 090312. <3

While browsing 9gag, we saw this post.

We read it quietly then..

Dhon: Tama! kasi Crush ko si Rina eh. (that's right! 'cause I like Rina) *he looked at me*

I owe you a letter and i intend to give it to you. You’re the most cutest boy I’ve ever met. Physically and mentally and i can’t understand how someone like you can like someone like me. And surely you say you love me. It’s crazy how we met and how much we’ve been through. Yes we’ve argued and yes we’ve said things we don’t mean but in the end i still love you no matter what. I’m going to beat you (= Watch. Ahah You’re taking a nap right now and we’re on facetime. Omg you snore. It’s hella cute. ahah okay i’m weird as fuck. Baby you make me so happy and you’re worth everything i’m willing to give you. You’ve seen me and heard me cry. No one and i mean no one has seen me break down like you have. I know so many things about you and i can honestly say i love all of it. The good and the bad. You’re smiling in your sleep right now. omg so cutes. <3 I’m so happy to have met you and have you in my life. Yes we may say some really mean things but i know and you know for a fact that you and i don’t mean it. All the little things you say can affect me and i mean the simplest that make me smile so much. I’ve never felt so much butterflies in my tummy in such a long time. I mean like legit legit. You know the side of me that no one knows and i can say i’m completely comfortable around you. I mean like you call me when you take shits ahhhah <3 Much love don’t you think. Ahah I write you letters baby handwritten and i can say i love each and every one of them.they mean something and they’re on specific dates. Mwuahs. I love giving you kisses on facetime and i loove your nigger lips. We have so many adventures ahead of us and i can say i’m looking forward to every single one of them. I love you baby. (=

09032012 Forever and always through and thick and thin<3

Love,