#08142016

the other night i was out for some drinks with some friends and during a conversation about how one of my friends has been chatting with another one our coworkers lately and it’s been rather flirty it comes up that i spent the good portion of a shift the other day flirting with one of our coworkers. which is accurate. that is what i was doing. i still don’t really know why. i wanted attention i guess and i was so tired that i decided it was okay to act like a loser. anyways so this is public knowledge in group of friends which consists of two other people. my one friend did not like this. and like it’s so not a thing. this kid is like 21 and i was bored and it’s easy. he’s a flirt who flirts with everyone plus is just nice and who cares. but my friend was like not having any of it. and like right now i’m thinking about it more and he has accused me of flirting with him before and that wasn’t something i was doing on purpose. so then yesterday we are working together and he tells me off again about the whole flirting thing and how he can’t deal with it because if something was to happen (it’s so not) he is too invested in both of us that he wouldn’t know what to do. which is a whole other thing to understand. today i worked with both of them and i spent the whole time watching how i was interacting with the one. and it was so uncomfy at times. like i don’t want this to be a thing? because it’s so not.