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Article by at 2011-10-29 14:43:13 Categorized in Generac Parts,

You would've been 20 this year. I can't believe it's almost been four years since you've been gone. It feels like not too long ago that it was the first day of my freshman year, and your junior year.. sitting next to you in Spanish class and being confused because we didn't understand a thing the teacher was saying. I honestly can't believe what happened.. it just doesn't seem real. I wish you were still here with us. You're loved and missed by so many. You were such a good person with such a big heart. I'll never forget your laugh and smile. I'll go visit you soon, I promise<3

texting so much that i have to charge my phone a lot.  the smell of marshmallows and butter.  the way ninja smells after a bath.  jumping on my trampoline.  surprises.  super bomb plans.  RIDING THE BUS TO WORK SO TWINNY CAN DRIVE ME HOME!  wet cement.  neon dry erase pens.  super long conversations.  looking through old photos.  shopping for new clothes.  having money.  finding cool tops online.  cute outfits.  comfy underwear.  pretending i can afford expensive things :P.  hammering nails.  the sound of the bubble in the middle of trouble, the board game.  when kalena has the clicky gate opener and i don't have to call her house to get in.  OOH!  A POOL!  using power tools.  sweet anon messages.  when people take time to read my tumblr posts.  finding new people to follow on tumblr.  running in water sprinklers.  playing slip 'n' slide.  being the reason for someone's happiness and excitement.  facebook official.  witty banter.  kukui nuts.  feeling useful.  helping people out.  hot dog on a stick lemonade.  spatulas.  the word whisk.  dance clothes.  not being sweaty.  grass that isn't poky when i sit on it.  sausage mcmuffins with egg.  certain types of scotch tape.  massages.  how dumb the men's shake weight commercial is.  singing songs with my brother.  watching disney movies from my childhood.  introducing songs and movies to people.  cruuuuisssiinnnggg.

Sunday. Got ready. Got picked up by Tito Gomer. Church. Back home. My ghetto neighborhood would have helicopters and ambulances around, oh my. Changed. Kuya Jr picked me up. Went to the plaza and got a gift card for Megs. Picked up Gerald. Ate at Fatburger for the first time. The lady who worked there was such a bitch. Still got to try a burger/shake/fries, hah. Went to Kuya Jr's house. Watched some tv. Went to Ralph's. Then went to Megan's house for her birthday party. The usual kind of party. Board games and such. Kuya Jordan was there! His birthday's in an hour, what an oldie. Dropped Lola home. Then home. I have a tv in my room. Once we're really settled, people can finally come over! Hah. I miss the boyfriend. d; 

when your friend is easy and you want to tell her but don't want to hurt her feelings..