#07102024

july 10, 2024 / sun valley, idaho

It's been so long since I wrote something here. And we're halfway through this year and this is my first entry on 2024 (around of applause please LOL). I am so sorry to those who read this blog (if there may be any) if I haven't been writing here for so long, but now I'll try to type all the things that happened to me all those missing days.

For Starters, I am now living for Three Decades here on Earth. It's been 13 years since the naïve 17 year old girl's first entry on this blog site, how time flies and everything is somehow the same but different.

The same in the sense that it's still me, the longing is still the same but in a much deeper purpose. I'm still a dreamer, but now dreaming of more than I've dreamt on my younger days. I'm still yearning for the love I have always wanted but seems like the universe is not ready to give it to me yet. I don't know why and I admit that I am getting tired and slowly losing hope but if there's a great purpose to this waiting phase then I guess it will all be worth it in the end.

Right now, I am holding on ang going through life with all the uncertainties. Wishing and praying for the best and staying strong and keeping the faith going through all the adversities. But one thing is certain, I want a stable life someday. I am tired but still trying to attain this, trusting everything to God.

I've got lot's of things that I want to share but I will be making a separate post for that to solely focus on that topic.