05/06/14 3:57PM
The storm is over, I think. But so are we. I’ve never felt more played than you made me feel, but I’ve also never forgiven someone so quickly. I do hope to stay friends; you’re still one of the coolest people I know.
It does go to show how love can literally make you do stupid things. Not that I think being with you was stupid, but that before that, I promised that I would give myself a break from being involved with anyone. Honestly, you were too good to pass up. I remember thinking I was afraid of commitment prior to meeting you. Then actually being with you, it turn out to be you who didn’t want it and I only pushing it onto you. Which I’m terribly sorry for. Things could have gone a lot better, I think. We sort of rushed into everything that we ended up in over our heads. I do wish you would have just been honest with me and told me sooner. But I’m glad we could end on a rather less shitty note. Because this also could have went down a lot worse.
As I told you, I have learned a lot from our relationship while it lasted. I hope it could do the same for you. And when you do decide you’d like to settle with someone, I hope they’re all you’ve ever wanted. Maybe she’ll even have brown hair and play soccer :p I wish you the best, Andre. I’m happy that you’re putting yourself first-something I’ve always found hard to do. That is until you, along with a couple of other good people, could help me, of course.
