#06.15.2015

Just Questions…


Is it me… or does it really not make any sense?

Talking with your significant other about serious life choices is normal right?

Ok… so while you are talking with them about life choices… are you supposed to get annoyed with them to the point of migraines?

I am trying to be patient, and I am trying to respond with thought out and insightful answers, but it just feels like no matter what I do, he gets in a bad mood and I get a really huge headache…

I love him, but dear lord… make up your mind.

Chose something and stick with it?

Does no one work like that anymore? Am I just being unrealistic? I mean it wouldn’t surprise me if I am being a little crazy for thinking that way… for not putting years of thought into something...

Why do we have to think about things so much?

If you aren’t sure about something after a month or more then… you are not going to be sure about it….right?


I am not sure about much… but I am sure that I need to sleep.


I have 23 days left until ducky comes back. I honestly can’t wait because I miss him so much. I just want to cuddle him again, and get a huge hug and a big kiss. I’m secretly hoping he comes home early cause this is crazy. Being away from him for this long and missing him this much has made me realize how much I love him and how much he really means to me. I honestly love him so much, I have no idea what I would do without him. I can’t wait to marry him and be together for the rest of our lives. He’s my ducky forever and ever. 

Work is rough. I hate having to deal with all these different personalities sometimes, it’s just a bit much. I honestly hate when people get paid the same as I do for the same job and they do absolutely nothing. I also hate people who try and act like they know everything and try to run the show. They aren’t the boss. No one is. Just had a rough day. 

Not doing much at home, waiting to go camping or something. I just want a break from work. The weekend goes by too fast, I need to do something worth while. Hoping to get together with some friends soon. I need some time away.