#053023

I'm feeling down lately. My gf has met my friends, my family, and roommates and yet I haven't met one person from their side of things. I told them last night that it has been bothering me and they acted like they had no idea. I'd been bringing it up. M said that they were going to invite me to their friends' Memorial Day party but that after asking their best friend's advice, they didn't think it was a good idea since people were drinking and carrying on or whatever idk. I was told about the invite two days after the fact (and also after we went to my parents camp and spent the night) and that also hurt. I just want to feel included, that's all. I said "well now that you know that this has hurt me I trust that you'll see to it that I meet your friends?" And they said yes. We will see. I am very frustrated by it and it turns me off immensely. Lately, I've been really turned off by M. I don't want to be but they keep acting in a way that has me questioning myself and my sanity. I just want to be happy.