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I deactivated my mainstream social media account for almost three years because... yep. Anyway, I had to activate it for the purpose of reconnecting with my worried relatives. I was trying to stay low-key about my resurfacing but somehow people found out Iโm back. These are few of the messages I received in my inbox.
Also, sharing personal stuff cause I know you think this blog is automated. Not true. Itโs handled by a very awkward turtle.
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Happy Birthday Wonpil!!!๐๐น๐
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Coming to terms w the fact that he probably never loved me and barely liked me at all and lied to me multiple times. Oh well whatever ๐ฅฑ on to the next!
In other news Iโm manifesting my weight gain been seeing angel numbers having wonderful vivid dreams woke up randomly at 6am for some reason looked out at the blue sky outside my window and went back to bed <3 I am MANIFESTING ๐ง๐พ๐
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What do I need to do to be good enough for these people. It just feels like no matter where I look, there's no spot for me. It feels like I could be replaced so instantaneously in every aspect of my life. It just makes every day seem a little bit more demeaning. The day's have become bland and nothing feels good. Drugs don't feel good, sex doesn't feel good. My sex life has gotten to the point, emotionally I suppose, that I am repulsed by anyone elses touch. I don't have the capability to look at anyone sexually. I'm just straight up not attracted to a single person I've seen in the past few months. I have no desire to pursue conversation, and I've turned off the notifications on my phone because I know they're not from him, so they don't really matter to me. I'm just trying to take everything one day at a time and not fall off the edge. I feel myself slipping again..
I dream of his touch once more. Three days from today and it will've been a month since I've seen him. He still wants nothing to do with me. I know it's super unhealthy but I have no idea how to not obsess over this failed relationship. I want so badly to not move on, but at this rate, staying around while he won't even give me the time of day to reply to a yes/no question until three days later is putting me on edge and I can't keep doing it. Just waiting around like the fool I am, wishing that he'll wake up one day and love me again.
Oh what a fool I am to believe that everything that's happened will wash away..
I'm just gonna fall off the face of the Earth until I either find continuity or something worth being on the grid for.
