#042216

(About) Friday. April 22nd. 2016. I threw a party for my birthday on this day. About 25 people showed up and my apartment was pretty crowded. People gravitated toward the chairs and eventually everyone sat around the TV while people took turns playing super smash bros. Might I mention that my party was Mad Men themed so everyone came dressed in suits and dresses. I had about 12 plates of appetizers and a lovely housemate who bartended all night. Everyone looked super classy drinking from martini glasses and eating kabobs, but it was hilarious to me that even with this classy ruse it was still easy to tell that everyone was a kid at heart. We looked all grown up but we still enjoy board games, video games, and telling "that's what she said" jokes. I think this atmosphere sums up my immediate friends pretty well. We're all budding adults but don't like taking things very seriously. I love that. And I hope most of my friends keep that kind of immature maturity for the rest of their lives. Life's too hard otherwise.

I don't know whether it's because I'm losing weight or not, but my face is changing.. The structure, each organ that performs specific functions, eyes, nose, cheeks. It's all so unfamiliar to me now, I don't know what I look like anymore

i keep overeating bc anxiety and self loathing but i only let myself eat fruits and vegetables so at least it's semi productive?????

Damn, haven't been on tumblr in forever! I can't even remember the last time I actually scrolled through my feed & took the time to reblog posts.. Keeping it short, life has been SO amazing! Too amazing that social media game is pretty weak, it's nice living in the moments.