#04152017

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I dreamt of chum/RR two days ago which I just remembered this morning. In my dream, I received a text message from him saying, "Hi! Kumusta ka na? I miss you na" and I just smiled nostalgically (though I don't have his number in real life). I didn't feel any kilig like I usually do cos he’s my ex-crush now. It was a plain hello text from a friend which I smelled it would turn out as “Tara kita tayo somewhere” invite via SMS. Only inside my dream. But in reality, we’re far apart and I don’t know if he still remembers me despite being friends on Facebook (with no single conversation since I’m too shy to say hi first). But still, one of my dream goals is to see him in person even if we just bump to each other (literally, maybe on the shoulders). Kailan ba tayo magkikita huhuhu