#041202

im sorry for stealing a good 6years from you. im sorry you were part of my made up, selfish world. sorry for breaking your heart with all the lies-over and over..im sorry i left you hanging. my conscience ate all of me i did not know how to save you from the pseudo world i have created. im sorry i just left. 

ive carried the burden-up to this day. knowing ive scarred someone so naive and precious. i prayed relentlessly for you to be okay and hopefully find that person who will pick u up and mend you. iv always wanted you to be happy. you deserve to be happy.

your love has been my standards. youve set the bar way too high. thank you for making my teenage year wonderful. thank you for the unconditional love.

i am sending you my best wishes. congratulations. may you have a blissful marriage and a wonderful family. funny how you ended up with that familiar last name :) 

 you can forget me now. it was nice walking with you in this lifetime :)

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im forgiven