#040721

am i active on tumblr? yeah when it comes to other’s posts not my own lol. but seriously note to self, need to be more active on instagram and tumblr.

anywho, my exams are next week and you know what it is, its that last minute cramming. which is also why i am not so active. but yeah definitely going to be more active once the exams are over. hopefully find a balance between social media and studies. feeling super tired rn so hehe. we love an education system that gives zero regard for mental health.

TW: ive been eating above my limit, not exercizing, and hell i even relapsed on sh. my mother hates me again, she want to send me away as soon as she possibly can. i had to cut connection w the girl i was talking to. i feel horrible. and i cant stop crying.

but its okay, tomorrow ill start over. ill exercize in the mornings again when my knee heals, ill get back on restricting and working my weight down. ill sleep through the days at home and ignore my parents. im okay, ill be okay. ill focus on school and getting out of here. ill focus on being a better me.