#04.01.14

seriously he's everywhere. on my facebook wall (picture with Grace Noh and Judy Hyeon) and at church and in my dream..... that dream was just.. horrible.

i basically had a dream a few days ago where i liked him and he thought i was a bit weird and avoided me (just the uge), and he was a player. he played around with Yeyoon, Judy, and Soo. i could somewhat be fine with Judy and Yeyoon partaking in such things i guess, but with Soo, i was just... when i saw Soo and him come out of Soo's room, i was a bit disheartened. i liked Soo too much to think anything other than that of her, and so i just though badly of him as i did before, but even moreso because he was doing this to Soo. she was so happy and cheery though that all i could do was let her go. i'm crying inside.