#027.

aesthetic edit ft @huntedvideo

      to say wes is heart broken would be an understatement. he feels hollow. like everything that makes him him has been sucked up out of his body and left him just a shell. camila broke up with him. maybe not in the official sense of the word, but it’s still a break up. he has no idea how to deal with this --- didn’t think he’d ever have to deal with this. so when his friend invites him out for ice cream in the ways of consolation, he’s quick to decline. he’d rather just stay home and wallow. but he’s given no choice when he shows up at his house, all but dragging him into the car, telling him he wouldn’t let him just sit around and mope. wes has never felt like less of a person in his life. he doesn’t feel whole. because he doesn’t have camila, and as far as he’s concerned, he may not ever have her again. that’s a giant chunk of his being, snatched away from him. he can’t even remember how he got along without her. how is he supposed to attend pressplay events and meet fans and act like he’s not missing his heart ? it’s only been a couple of hours since camila’s last text, and he’s only just stopped crying. he’s sitting in his friend’s truck, staring out the window and wishing that he could be anyone but him. in times like these, he’d daydream about the future --- his future with camila, and he’d feel better. but now, it just makes him feel worse. because there is no future with camila anymore. the realization is enough to make him want to cry again, but he swallows back the tears and makes himself promise not to cry in front of his friend. he’s so wrapped up in his own sadness, he hardly realizes that they’ve been driving for nearly an hour and still not reached the ice cream parlor --- which is only a ten minute drive with heavy traffic. so he cooperates when he’s told to put on the blindfold, confused but not in any state to ask questions. he supposes he’s taken him out somewhere else --- maybe his mom’s in town and they’re going to surprise him. the thought makes him perk up, but only slightly. once the engine stills and they begin walking, he starts to wonder, but is quickly shut down by constant ‘ you’ll see’s ’ and ‘ just keep walking’s. ’ sighing, he complies, eventually coming to a stop. he hears a definitive ‘ now. ’ and begins removing his blindfold. what he sees makes his heart throb in the most painful of ways. his eyes immediately fills with tears as he stares at the girl who’s broken his heart, and he has to wonder how they could both be so cruel, to bring him here and make him face this. ‘ you’re .. you’re not ice cream .. ’ he manages to choke out, dissolving into soft sobs as he slowly backs away from camila.

“A… a what?” He asked, his brows furrowing. His eyes landed on her robe, watching as the patterns seemed to change and move, but at this point, he was no longer by surprised by the odd things he was seeing.

I love you more than what you can imagine. I never thought I would have fallen in love with someone at a young age. Nor did I especially think I would have fallen in love with some boy in high school, since they tend to be very immature. What I feel for you is a feeling that I've never felt before. I thank God that He put you in my life, because baby I know we were meant to be. You have always been there for me. You are my best friend. You are my lover. I cannot see my life without you. I love you. You are my everything. I know we are going to have a future together. We are going to get married and have babies. We are also going to have our two dogs, the Husky and the German Shephard. Also, a beautiful house with tons of flowers. We'll get to sleep in each others arms and wake up together too. Baby, I'm ready to spend forever and ever with you. I know you're the one for me. I love so much about you. I love that you love me for me. I love how you are so sweet to me. I love the way you look at me. I love your soft kisses. I love the way you hold me when we cuddle. I love the way you touch me. I love how you put me first. I love how you and my sisters get along. I love how we have come a long way together. I love how we have never given up on us. I love when we talk about our future together. I love when you say "I love you" to me. I just want to show you off. I want to show everyone how cute we are together. I just want to be the reason for your smile. I want to be the first thought in the morning and last thought at night; on you mind. You're an amazing boyfriend. I know that in the future you'll be amazing husband and and amazing father. I know you'll be the kind of dad to surprise his kids when you'd come home after being away for months because of the Corps. It seems like there is not an ending to this, and truth is that there isn't. I could go on forever talking about how much I love you and how you're the best boyfriend. I know what we have will last forever. I'm going to love you forever; even when we're ghosts babe. I believe love that stays strong, is real. Our love is real.