#013113

it completely just hit me, today would have been our 9 month anniversary. dang, time does pass by really quick. i remember it all like it was just yesterday. i hope you're doing well, and i hope that you're happy. i miss you, terribly. i said i'd always love you and i've kept that promise. you were the only boy i fell in love with. the only boy i ever imagined spending the rest of forever with. you meant the world to me, and i remember that day my aunt came over and asked me about you and when I finished all she said was "you talk about that boy like he put the damn stars in the sky" i remember the first time we held hands and the first time we kissed. i remember the first time i met your family and the first time you met mine. i remember the first time you said you loved me. and i remember the first time you completely broke my heart. see i think that's the problem, i think i remember it all too well. the memories of us are something i will always remember and cherish but at times i wish i couldn't remember them because it makes me so sad to know that a love so deep, so passionate, so...perfect..just disappeared out of no where. the way things ended was not a way I would ever expect it to have happened. but it happened and i hope one day you look back at the memories you have of us and think, "Damn. She really did love me. I should never have let her go."