#01292015

A packed day at work. I was supposed to go to hookah with Maleeha, but she flaked on me! Hung out with Jan at Zaaki's instead. Had anxiety again today because my boy went out to lunch with a girl I'm uncomfortable about him being friends with, considering that she has feelings for him... I'm wondering if I'm being an idiot again, being with him and granting trust and benefits of the doubt... Afterwards, picked up Mason--we ended up making ranch cheese-crusted chicken thing that we saw on the back of his Hidden Valley ranch bottle that he keeps at my place because he's totally gay for ranch.

I also feel like a part of nothing. Transient. I'm wasting everyone's time. I wonder when it will stop. I bet I'm not alone but that doesn't give me any comfort for some reason.

school, taco bell, bae, work, more bae