#01.21.13

Creating Writing Habits My seemingly endless fight with writers block…

It’s getting harder to write at this moment in time, but I am trying to “transition” through it and get into a habit of writing. Needless to say, it’s a challenge.

Writers block is my absolute nemesis. But right now, I don’t want to combat it, I want to steer away from it, and more towards the reason I have been having this block. I then realize, I am slightly homesick.

Now please realize that I love my new home that my boyfriend and I have made together. But the problem is that I have spent most of my life thus far in my parent’s house. I didn’t realize that I would still be getting these feelings over a month after the move. It’s always in small ways to. Example, I really miss having recliners. REALLY MISS THEM! I have been off my gamer mojo without them. (insert sad face) The endless supply of pop, snacks out the wazooh… to name a few. Not to mention, actual chairs at the kitchen table, not benches that give your ass splinters and ruin your new pajama bottoms, and bigger sink to do the dishes in. And the list goes on, and all of it is little things.

The big things that hurt are I miss my dog, and my parents. But I couldn’t live without my boyfriend now, I have become to attached with living in the same house as him, coming home to him, him coming home to me.

So all in all, its worth losing all those little things. Because I am learning what is important. And that is the point of this all, right?

So maybe, my writers block is just telling me that I need to admit my feelings a little bit there and use them to create something other than a long complaint written or typed on paper. To write something that helps me grow, or just to grow…

I don’t know. Its food for thought.