GO AHEAD, SING YOUR HEART OUT!
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saliva pooled in your mouth as you slithered out of the bar, the bass vibrating through your body.
it’d been nine hours since your last smoke break, just before you had gotten in the shower and just after you’d answered a phone call from your mother, inviting you to easter.
the tremble of your fingers while you pulled out your single and plopped to the ground gave away just how much you were craving it, the alcohol in your system making your desire grow deeper.
you felt your heart slow as the rush hit you, previously tense shoulders relaxing.
‘shots’ was playing inside and you could hear bokuto screaming along, but for some reason, giggles from across the street peaked your interest, causing you to lift your droopy eyes to the scene in front of you:
he was sat on the pavement, a glass in his hand, presumably a whiskey and coke that he’d stolen from another bar or club as he made his way here, and a lazy smile painted onto his face.
the cut above his eyebrow was open again, and deeper, the split in his skin obvious from this far away despite your inebriated sight.
the girl was in the road, bent down to his eye level and rubbing her hands over his face before she leaned in to kiss him, softly at first until he grabbed her, pulling her closer to deepen the kiss.
you could feel the remaining rationale leave your body, throat burning and chest aching when you stood, marching over to the two of them.
“tetsuro, are y’fuckin’ serious?!”
the words leaving your mouth blended into one, knees wobbling and heart slamming against your ribs, “we don’t talk f’two days and y’fuck a random bitch?!”
all colour from his face is draining at your presence, pushing the girl away and jumping up to rush towards you, “what’re you doing out here alone? where’s kenma and everyone el-”
his hands are reaching for you and all you can think is who is this? this boy that i’ve known for years and all i feel is disgust. and an urge to reach out and slap him, and then kiss him until he can’t see straight.
you can feel the pool of saliva in your mouth grow into a lake when the girl inches closer, smirking, “who’s this babe?”
“fuck you, bitch. just go around fucking other people’s boyfriends, huh?”
kuroo’s face is the epitome of confusion at this, blinking rapidly, “boyfriend? the fuck are you talking about yn?”
“you’re just gonna let her call me a bitch?” the girl pipes up again, ignoring your previous remarks.
the names familiar and once you get a real look at her, realisation kicks you in the ass, “you’re fucking lev’s sister?! you’re a whore, kuroo. a whore!”
“ugh, can we just go? she’s obviously just drunk. crazy cow.”
the insults you’re slinging at kuroo stop as soon as she says those words, all attention turning to her before you lunge forward, grabbing her hair and slapping her across the face.
she’s yelping for him now, struggling to shove you off before you both tumble to the ground, still punching and yanking at her blonde locks.
“fuck, yn, get off of her!”
there’s a crowd forming now, all watching as you beat the brakes off of this girl, not even registering the possible consequences of this.
and then you’re being dragged up, only after she lands a punch on your nose, ring slicing your skin open.
the floor is beneath your feet again and warm tears are pulling mascara down your blazing cheeks.
with very quick succession, the result of vigorous movement while nauseous and experiencing a nic rush catches up to you, and you puke.
you puke an unbelievable amount, tuning out the blaring of kiyoko’s voice yelling at kuroo and kenma’s hand gentle on your back.
the last trails of spittle trickle from your chin, jerking up and speeding away from the group.
“yn, wait,” you can hear kuroo running behind you, “fuck, wait!”
his hand is firm on your shoulder, spinning you around, “i’m sorry, okay? she’s no one, she’s nothing. let me take you home. i’ll look after you.”
“leave me alone. don’t call me, don’t text, don’t come by my house. i don’t think i ever want to see you again.”
the firm grip isn’t there when you walk off, your own hands grazing over the cut on your face, your heartbeat ringing through your ears.
✰ .ᐟ yn hasn’t not smoked a cigarette at least once a day since she was 15
✰ .ᐟ kuroo dropped alisa off and then went and sat at his brother’s grave in silence
✰ .ᐟ kiyoko and yaku got a kebab and bossman gave them a discount because of the guy vomiting on her.
↳ ✰ .ᐟ she then called tanaka and cried about how she’ll never listen to yaku again and then passed out on the uber back to yaku’s.
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FATE SPEAKS UP ↹ i listened to this fuckass song 20 times. i never want to hear it ever again. im so agitated.
