#0-c2fusion

Hi all. 

I know it’s been a LOOOOOOONG time since i’ve been on this platform. I geared myself more towards Instagram the last few years but now Instagram is so mainstream with my normie friends that I don’t feel comfortable being my full spoonie zebra self on there anymore. 

I’ve had a wild couple years. various treatments the retirement of my Primary who got me through the worst of things. several more spinal surgeries more invasive treatments which I will talk about more soon. and then the loss of a incredible friend. 

Things have been really looking up though with my Prolotherapy and PRP treatments. however due to what I believe are hormone related issues my period is RUINING my treatments and I need to figure this out. Cause my neck has begun cracking VERY BADLY again up to  DOZEN times in one day this week and the migraines and pain are getting scary. I was so active the last three months and now I’ve been trapped back in my bed again. 

To say the least Im scared, devastated, single again and just worried about my life and my choices. 

Been crying a lot and needing emotional support.