Jul 25, 2023
If you have the time I could use some love. We buried my grandparents at sea today. It was hard.
#everyone else was crying except for me#i have this thing where#i cant seem to cry at funerals.#I can cry before.#i can cry when i get the call. i can cry in the days leading up to the passing.#i can cry when theyre sick. i can cry when theyre not. i can cry and cry and cry#and then at the funeral + wake + celebration of life#...nothing.#and then i cry after.#i cry maybe on the car ride home#or when i get home#or days and weeks and months later ill cry for the loss#but during? thats just not how it works.
