i feel bad whenever i realize/remember that, to her, nothing between us is wrong. she's probably not worried about us barely talking this summer. about her messaging me about her boyfriend or some things that remind her of me when she does message. she's probably doing okay. and thinks i am too.

but then im over here still feeling bad. crying about it. about how distant we've been, and it's just like.

i feel like im painting her as some villain when. she hasn't even really .. done anything wrong ......

also me: