#... cough

that's something I could use a new webcam

besides being able to have fun tinychats and things I also could use it to record me singing even if it fuzzes out when I hit a high note that'd be ok

I need to get used to the idea of having an audience. It's not being surrounded by people that matters, it's that I get so self conscious that I falter. 

I get self conscious about a lot of things still though

my writing and my singing especially

there often comes a time when we need to stop and take a moment to think about how rationally (or otherwise) we're taking a situation and maybe rethink how we're reacting.

otherwise we might accidentally hurt somebody close to us when we blow things out of proportion.

in other words, calm your tits.

That's difficult.. I don't know.