#.. flash

Somone asked but I shall not answer them directly. Being roofied comes with a sudden muscle relaxation, noises fading and blurring into mush in the background but no focal noise, nonsense. A heavy dread in your chest but a lightness of body, your abusers hands even feel distant but pronounced if you know they are doing it to you again. Great nausea waves over you but each time the vomit comes up your throat, it clogs. Drooling, slurring words as though otherly intoxicated, unable to think straight. Then out, like a light.

There is a boyhood we share, yes? He would not have created us so akin if we were not to also share experiences that web beneath our shared skin. It terrifies me. I had never been so innocent before, neither had you. What is there to gain from a false childhood? Kinship you have already wrought in my soul, or perhaps an authencity to the fondness you hold for me.

Tw for religious delusion & (auto) necro, gore, incest, rape, etc.