#-max

i feel more alone. don't think i do well like this. i mean I'm fine, in some ways, i've got stuff done this week i may not have usually been able to. good productive stuff to help us.

but uhuhuh I dunno, where's my friend that I love that is suppose to always be there. that's the whole thing you're suppose to always be there we share a skull so wake up idiot.

i've tried doing things that are chel-like to maybe help and it doesn't work and then i miss them more. like come on, i'm thinking about owls and i'm thinking about w.bg and i'm listening to your music and i'm looking at shit that makes you laugh so get up

this is so stupid. incredibly stupid.

bondage

inflation

breast expansion

exhibition

denial/edging

impact play

cnc

quicksand/mud/stuff like that

hypnosis

Excellent question!

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0/10 (too sensory)

i uhhh. this might be a good thing? maybe ?? idk.

to be fair david was like. he was very aware of it before ash figured it out. that might be something. god i dont fucking knowwwww whatever whatever uh. stuff. stuff stuff stuff i am talking about stuff.