why a bad day? what happened? sorry tho i probably wont see or respond to you im currently on my way out of the house
sorry sorry im so sorry i didn't see this tumblr didnt give me a notification and ive been busying and crying and just hrrryhhhhhh
We had plans this weekend that we'd sleep over at our sisters house, then the next day go to the city to watch TADC in theaters and we really liked this cause it was gonna be something fun on the weekend before a whole week with constant exams everyday! (genuinely everyday theres an exam in the morning)
But today the news was that our sisters sick and we cant sleep over... and then new news that our tickets got cancelled in the city and we're just going to the local theatre on Sunday for it instead...
I know i know this is a bitchy thing to cry about and havea breakdown over but we don't handle plans for stuff, especially when we were excited for them very welll, along with the favt we're stressed about exams and the weight of everything in our life just... crumbled down????
also our mothers just been hard on us lately, she wants us to clean out our entire room snd the whole kitchen pantry this weekend, along with the fact she said to us "Why aren't you trying hard enough?" and "Your isolating yourself" WHEN WE'RE TRYING OUR FUCKING BEST. ALMOST EVERYONE AT SCHOOL HATES US AND WHEN WE DO GET FRIENDS ITS THE ANXIETY THAT THEY HATE US SECRETLY AND JUST LAUGH ABOUT US BEHIND OUR BACK.
WE'RE FUCKING TRYING OUR BEST EVEN THOUGH GETTING THROUGH THE DAY IS HARD ENOUGH AS IT IS WITHOUT TESTS OR EXAMS.
we're just exhausted and tired of everything. we just want it to all disappear at this point.
