Cw; Small vent? I guess? Related to fictionkins and plurality, with the mention of a different voice/internal monologue
I've been under some stress/anxiety recently, but my internal monologue switched a few times to Wanderer's voice and now I'm suspecting that this is;
A fableing stemming from my fictionkin
The voice of a fictive that I dismissed being real a year ago
Either way I don't really want Wanderer to be more than my main fictionkin, plus I just. Idk. Plus the possibility of being a median subsystem when I'm supposed to be the main syshost/identity.
But I could be overreacting and this is just the first strong kinshift of Wanderer that I had in a while. A full year since this kind of kinshift has happened.
But at the same time he sounds semi-separate from me, and it's definitely not Enber who's a Scaramouche kinnie kamself (the tonation is different and Enber is much more obvious when he's out).
Edit: The weird thing is I'm more accepting that Shady might be a fableing than Wanderer, but I'm just not so joyous over the idea of being a subsystem-
