#*wishlist

i'm a 30+ rper looking for f x f & f x nb ships (and f x m occasionally)!! i love plots that are supernatural / paranormal, fantasy, crime, horror, as well as older muses (30+ preferred!!) muses and muns of color to the front of the line!!

i love making new muses but i have a list of my current ones here(wip)

i'm semi-active here and on discord but i will make up with it with passion for our plot!!

here are the plots on my mind,

(please like and i'll reach out!!)

mr and mrs nemo mad men au 🚬 stylish party nepo stakeholders in lots of things

wanted concepts :

anything winter / christmas / new years eve . . . i need to get in the holiday spirit asap

maybe a mumu where there are workers and tourists at a ski resort or tourist-y town ??

strangers who share a nye midnight kiss and can't leave each other alone after

gen v inspired things / a mumu . . . i would prefer to play ocs but canons are welcome !

supernatural vibes ( as in creatures — not the show suhjskdij ) . . . can be serious or a little silly and goofy

road trip - esque plots ( i.e. our muses were road - tripping solo , met each other at a rest stop / gas station and decided to finish the trip together or two young adults / lovers / friends / siblings who don't feel like they fit in anywhere and decide to find their place in the world )

always a sl*t for fake dating or enemies to lovers

a costar for my actor muse . . . can go a million different ways

muses for any of my artsy babies ( i have a bunch of them ! )

battle of the bands . . . rival bands . . . musician things . . .

really anything from this tag .

muses i want to use asap :

apollo ortiz : small town guy who was a superstar in his prime , star baseball player , nearly drafted to the mlb but got injured and had to return home . currently teaches local high school / kiddie leagues and has a lot of anger in his heart . fc: jan luis castellanos .

adonis ' doni ' laurent : rich kid who grew up with shady parents who sheltered him from anyone and anything they didn't approve of . currently an actor ( can be aspiring or a - list depending on plot ) and has a bad habit of being dishonest . fc : harris dickinson .

victoria ' tori ' cabrera : my angel baby . . . my number one . . . i can never have too many plots with her . fashion intern , fashion student or stylist intern ( depends on plot ) with major mommy issues . a little spitfire who craves affection but has no idea what to do with it when she gets it . fc : nailea devora .

devon rhodes : an eccentric part - time art teacher and part - time art shop owner with a heart of gold . has no filter , lets whatever pops in her head fly out of her mouth or puts it into her art . still a bit new to me but i'm dying to write her . fc : taylor russell .

margot dai : very new . still fleshing her out . but a major aesthete who works in a florist shop and may even dabble in wedding planning . loves pretty things and watching them grow . would love to flesh her out with someone ! fc : havana rose liu .

𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏   𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊   𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓   ,   [ 𝙽𝙾. 𝟶𝟷 ]                      a relationship based solely on   injury.   someone gets   injured / wounded / hurt   to the point of being out of commission and perhaps even out of consciousness for a bit, and the responsibility of taking care of them falls square on the shoulders of an individual they aren’t especially close to, possibly even someone they don’t know at all. when it’s safe for both individuals to part ways maybe they realize there’s no real reason to, at least not yet. after all, the apocalypse is easier to conquer with an extra pair of eyes. eventually the inevitable happens and bad luck finds them once more, only this time it’s the   other   person who has the close call and needs to be nursed back to health. it isn’t the last time it’ll happen, although it could be the last time it’s   an accident.

it isn’t something that’s ever discussed, no big conversation takes place, it just   happens.   they get more comfortable with each other, and that comfort leads to   fingers lacing   as they trudge through fallen leaves, quiet yawns as they   kiss each other to sleep   in long abandoned houses, surprise   piggyback rides   down empty streets.

but eventually they feel   safe            too safe to keep up the act of   NEEDING   each other for protection. it would take no time at all to sit down and simply express what either one is feeling, but instead? they go back to basics, throwing themselves into danger whenever the chance presents itself. a few days outside of community walls would find one coming back with blood soaked gauze wrapped around their stomach ;   and once that healed? the other would   slip   while helping rebuild a community home, the broken bone sustained being well worth it.

from minor to serious. from serious to life threatening ;   the peak of their desperation comes in the form of   crescent shaped bruises found on arms and legs,   the deep purple marks a sign that they both trust fabric a little more than they should. leather would give out eventually, and the decision to purposefully allow rotten teeth to clamp down on hardly-covered warm flesh would be seen as   idiotic,   but until then at least they won’t have to talk about whatever it is they’re trying so desperately to keep going.