#*whimper*

(If the video doesn't play/isn't available/etc. please let me know, if you would? Thanks!)

ZOMG. Shep just had to gently friendzone Liara (again) and we previously were able to also gently let Steve Cortez know we're continuing our ME2 romance with Tali and weren't looking to romance him. I thought Kaidan miiiiiiight be going to raise something along those lines when he asked Shep to meet him.

I. Had. No. Idea. My boy was being so open, so vulnerable, telling him that he wants something deeper with somebody he already cares about. 😭😭😭

Let me tell you, I was sitting there rethinking my entire life and every choice I'd EVER made that got me to this point. I'm pretty sure you can feel that just as plainly as if I was livestreaming with a little picture of me in the corner, looking stricken while sitting at my desk with my controller in my hands, can't you?

I think that little desperately twitching dialogue arrow says everything about my state of mind it needs to, doesn't it? 😉😂

But I stuck to my original plan and friendzoned my sweet guy here. 😭😭😭 Then Shep called him a brother?

Hit it, Liara!

BY THE GODDESS, SHEPARD, MUST YOU MAKE IT WORSE??????

In other completely unrelated news, I've been capturing every time there's a scene with Kaidan and, after I finish ME3, go back into ME2, choose to not romance Tali, play allllllll the way back through ME3 to get here again and click that top option, then continue on and capture the rest of the Mshenko romance, I'm pretty darn sure there'll be a vid coming along eventually. I kept telling myself that I wasn't going to vid them but, let's face it, I think we all know I'm totally going to vid them, right? 🤷‍♀️😂😉

I share my angst because I care, friends. Man, do I hope we're going to see Tali soon to at least make all of this agony worth it! I do want to make clear that I totally do love Tali and her romance with Shepard; I just wish she had showed up about 10 hours ago so I could've locked in her romance in ME3 and thus nobody else would be trying to win Shep's heart in this playthrough, lol!

Repeating my previous vid rec, because I am SO super deep in my Mshenko feels right now, lol!

To tell you that you're a cutie and a very,

Very

Good girl. 💞

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Me: it is 1 AM. I don't even ship it. Can I PLEASE sleep?

My brain: No. Anyway, should Patton be Christine? He's got that whole "innocent" thing down Pat (pun intended). No you're right, Patton makes a better Meg. Unless we cast THOMAS AS CHRISTINE AND MAKE PATTON RAOUL!! No, no, there's no way Roman would allow for himself to not be cast as once of the main three... Ok, Remus as Mme. Giry is hysterical, but you should probably cast Logan there instead. Now, Remus as Carlotta? That could work. THOMAS AND JOAN ARE FIRMIN AND ANDRE!!