you know what I hate
that on the wrong side of the window feeling, when youâre just slightly out of sync with most of your friends, so it feels like theyâre all better friends with each other than you, and you know itâs not actually true, but youâre also stuck on the wrong side of the glass watching other people have fun while youâre like, always five minutes late and everythingâs muted or you have nothing to say about that particular topic or actually did some adulting for once and had to be somewhere else but you canât even feel good about it because it was pretty basic life skills that youâre just supposed to have but it took you effort, and now youâre just nodding quietly to yourself for another day until you can try again
