#*steeples hands*

This is truly the most battered I’ve felt in a while and I was not feeling great to begin with. I’ve been basically spacing out in a pain filled haze since I got back this afternoon and fell asleep in my chair again

And I had this hyper realistic dream where I stood up, got in my car and went to a spa that only exists in my dreams. 

(I’ve visited it a few times when I’m especially exhausted. Basically it’s what I always pictured a spa to be, with high quality baths and massages and plush robes and such)

 I sank into this absolutely massive tub filled to the brim with warm water and had my head massaged and I could feel every ache soothed away-

gnawing rn bc aside from obvious *fans self moment* this is really just speaking out to Hwa like

Also I’m pretty sure that’s the VERY flirty “did you stick a GPS up my ass when I wasn’t looking?” ep, which incidentally is right after one of my top 5 “times they could conceivably have canonically fucked” (that time being right after Boyd and Ava broke up in the prison visitation room, especially given that right after that Terry offers to fuck Boyd and he turns her down, and then we have Raylan acting all jealous over Boyd and Ava’s “love for the ages,” and then Raylan gives Boyd a chance to redeem himself, and then when that falls through (which Raylan is kind of inordinately pissed off about... almost like he was hoping Boyd would get a clean slate too...) Boyd threatens him by hinting at Raylan’s involvement in Nicky Augustine’s death in front of the other Marshals, in a very jilted-lover kind of way... and Raylan holds Boyd’s phone hostage in a way that’s half pigtail-pulling and half an excuse to force Boyd into sticking around and spending more time with him... and the way afterward Raylan sounds so resigned when he says “it’s Boyd, so who the hell knows what it means...” anyway yeah that entire ep has a lot of they-just-fucked-and-it-made-things-complicated vibes)

~acorrespondence

The ass staring occurs here. (I accept this ogling completely, because the first thing these men do upon reuniting in the pilot is to look each other over, and then embrace. Actually, now that I’m thinking about it, how many other people does Raylan hug in the entire series? Boyd?)