what i love the most about philās vid is that it represents a queer narrative that is so common in experience but still so uncommon in media. a narrative about someone who knew they were gay from a young age, without question. who was closeted, but not in a significantly traumatic way. who was outed against their will, but took control of the situation.
it resonates for me in a completely different way than danās video did. it resonates with the part of me that so desperately wants it to not matter that iām queer. that wants to just live the simplicities of my life and know that other queer people are out there doing the same.
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A
aeipathy (n.) - an enduring and consuming passion
aleatory (n.) - relying on chance or an uncontrolled element in the details of life or in the creation of art
alharaca (spanish, n.) - an extraordinary or violent emotional reaction to a small issue
anacampserote (n.) - something that can bring back a lost love
antiscians (n.) - people who live on opposite sides the world, āwhose shadows at noon are cast in opposite directionsā
Ć”oyĆØ // ē¬å¤ (chinese, n.) - to pull an all-nighter Ā
appetence (n.) - an eager desire, an instinctive inclination; an attraction or a natural bond
aranyhĆd (hungarian, n) - āthe golden bridgeā; the reflection of the sun as it shines on water
aspectabund (adj.) - letting or being able to let expressive emotion show easily through oneās face and eyes
asterismos (n.) - āmarking with starsā; a word that gives weight or draws attention to the words that follow
aswium // ģģ¬ģ (korean, n.) - the mingled feeling of disappointment, frustration, and regret that results from an unsatisfactory situation
atermoiements (french, n.) - distractions or hesitations leading to procrastination
avosā // авоŃŃ (russian, n.) - blind trust in sheer luck
E
eigengrau (german, n.) - āintrinsic greyā; the color seen by the eye in perfect darkness
erlebnisse (german, n.) - the experiences, positive or negative, that we feel most deeply, and through which we truly live
estivate (v.) - to be inactive or asleep through the summerās heat and then come awake and alive in the winter
eudaimonia (n.) - a contented state of being happy and healthy and prosperous
G
gezellig (dutch, adj.) - cozy, nice, inviting, pleasant, comfortable; connoting time spent with loved ones or togetherness after a long separation
gibel // Š³ŠøŠ±ŠµŠ»Ń (russian, n.) - not death, not suicide, but simply ceasing to exist; deteriorating in a way that is painful for others
gibigianna (italian, n.) - the play of light reflected from water or a mirror; a sunlit area
gigil (tagalog, v.) - to grit the teeth in order to resist the urge to pinch or squeeze something extremely cute
gƶkotta (swedish, n.) - dawn picnic to hear the first birdsong; the act of rising in the early morning to watch the birds or to go outside to appreciate nature
guanxi // éäæ (chinese, n.) - a network of social connections based on mutual trust and the balancing of debts by returning favors so that the relationshipās benefits are shared by all
H
hanyauku (kwangali, n.) - the act of walking on tiptoes across warm sand
hifistelyƤ (finnish, n.) - something sophisticated, luxurious, and expensive, which is however a very minor improvement and is not needed
hiraeth (welsh, n.) - a homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past
honne // ę¬é³ (japanese, n.) - what a person truly believes; the behavior and opinions which are often kept hidden and only displayed with oneās closest confidants
hüzün (turkish, n.) - a melancholy resulting from inadequacy or failure and weighing so heavily that it becomes communal, resigned, and even curiously poetic
I
ichariba chode // č”é¢ćć°å å¼ (japanese, phr.) - āthough we meet but once, even by chance, we are friends for lifeā Ā
iktsuarpok (inuit, n.) - the frustration of waiting for someone to turn up
ilunga (tshiluba, n.) - a person who is ready to forgive any abuse for the first time, to tolerate it a second time, but never a third time
incalescent (adj.) - growing hotter or more ardent; set ablaze
induratize (v.) - to make oneās own heart hardened or resistant to someoneās pleas or advances, or to the idea of love
J
jaaneman // ą¤ą¤¾ą¤Øą„मन Ā // Ų¬Ų§Ł Ł Ł Ł (persian, n.) - āsoul of meā; gender-neutral word for sweetheart or darling
jiÄoqiĒnyĆ”nshÄn // äŗ¤ęµ čØę·± (chinese, v.) - to have a deep and intimate conversation with a stranger
jÄ«lĆØ // éč (chinese, n.) - things that you have no use for, yet still donāt want to throw away
K
kairos καιĻĻĻ (greek, n.) - the perfect, delicate, crucial moment; the fleeting rightness of time and place that creates the opportune atmosphere for action, words, or movement
kalopsia (n.) - the delusion of things being more beautiful than they really are
kalsarikƤnnit (finnish, v.) - to get drunk alone at home in your underwear
karÅshi // éå“ę» (japanese, n.) - death from being overworked
katzenjammer (german, n.) - a bad hangover or a general state of depression or bewilderment
kawaakari // å·ęćć (japanese, n.) - the gleam of last light on a riverās surface at dusk; the glow of a river in the darkness Ā Ā Ā
kilig (tagalog, n.) - the feeling of butterflies in your stomach, usually when something romantic takes place
kintsukuroi // éē¹ć (japanese, n.) - āto repair with goldā; the art of repairing pottery with gold or silver lacquer and understanding that the piece is more beautiful for having been broken
koyaanisqatsi (hopi, n.) - nature out of balance; a way of life so unbalanced that you need a new way
kruschteln (german, v.) - to look for an item in a disorganized pile of stuff
L
la douleur exquise (french, n.) - the heart-wrenching pain of wanting the affection of someone unattainable
lāappel du vide (french, n.) - āthe call of the voidā; the instinctive urge to jump from high places
latibule (n.) - a hiding place; a place of safety and comfort
lethe (n.) - oblivion or something to make you enter oblivion and forget
lĆtost (czech, n.) - regret and remorse and repentance; a state of agony and torment; sorrow said to be created by the sudden sight of oneās own misery
livsnjutare (swedish, n.) - one who loves life deeply and lives it to the extreme
N
nakhes (yiddish, n.) - the satisfaction gained from lifeās gifts; proud pleasure, especially in oneās children or grandchildren and their successes, however small
ƱƔƱaras (spanish, n.) - the free-falling sensation in the body caused by an unpleasant situation, fear, anxiety, insecurity, or other intense emotions Ā
natsukashii // ęććć (japanese, adj.) - of some small thing that brings you suddenly and joyously back to fond memories, not with a wistful longing for whatās past, but with an appreciation of the good times
nazlanmak (turkish, v.) - pretending reluctance or indifference when you are actually willing or eager; saying no and meaning yes
nefelibata (spanish, n.) - ācloud-walkerā; one who lives in the clouds of their own imagination or dreams, or one who does not obey the conventions of society, literature, or art
nemesism (greek, n.) - frustration, anger, or aggression directed inward, toward oneself and oneās way of living
nemophilist (n.) - a haunter of the woods; one who loves the forest and its beauty and solitude
nepenthe (n.) - something that can make you forget grief or suffering
noceur (french, n.) - one who sleeps late or not at all; one who stays out late to revel or party
noctuary (n.) - the record of a single nightās events, thoughts, or dreams
novaturient (adj.) - desiring or seeking powerful change in oneās life, behavior, or situation
numinous (adj.) - describing an experience that makes you fearful yet fascinated, awed yet attracted; the powerful, personal feeling of being overwhelmed and inspired
O
offing (n.) - the deep, distant stretch of the ocean that is still visible from the land
orenda (iroquoian, n.) - a mystical force present in all people that empowers them to affect the world, or to effect change in their own lives
ostranenie // оŃŃŃŠ°Š½ŠµŠ½ŠøŠµ (russian, n.) - encouraging people to see common things as strange, wild, or unfamiliar; defamiliarizing what is known in order to know it differently or more deeply
oubliette (n.) - a dungeon with a door only in the ceiling; a place you put people to forget about them
P
palinoia (n.) - the obsessive repetition of an act until it is perfect or mastered
pareidolia (n.) - the instinct to seek familiar forms in disordered images like clouds or constellations; the perception of random stimuli as significant
peripeteia // ĻεĻιĻĪĻεια (greek, n.) - a sudden or unexpected reversal of circumstances; the point of no return
pretoogjes (dutch, n.) - the eyes of a chuckling person who is up to benign mischief
Q
quaquaversal (adj.) - moving or happening in every direction instantaneously
querencia (spanish, n.) - a place from which oneās strength is drawn, where one feels at home; the place where you are your most authentic self
R
ranƧo (portuguese, n.) - the inexplicable feeling of disliking someone without a proper reason Ā
rantipole (v.) - to be wild and reckless
rasasvada // ą¤°ą¤øą¤¾ą¤øą„ą¤µą¤¾ą¤¦ Ā (sanskrit, n.) - the taste of bliss in the absence of all thoughts
recumbentibus (n.) - the knockout or ending blow, physical or verbal; the final, winning argument
redamancy (n.) - the act of loving the one who loves you; a love returned in full
resfeber (swedish, n.) - the restless race of the traveler's heart before the journey begins, when anxiety and anticipation are tangled together
retrouvaille (french, n.) - the joy of meeting or finding someone again after a long separation; rediscovery
U
uitwaaien (dutch, v.) - to take a break to clear oneās head
V
vagary (n.) - an unpredictable instance, a wandering journey; a whimsical, wild, or unusual idea, desire, or action
velleitie (n.) - a wish or powerful desire for something that nonetheless is not or cannot be followed by actions meant to pursue it
venters (scots, n.) - what the wind or tide drives in from the ocean upon a wave
vernorexia (n.) - a romantic mood inspired by spring
videnda (n.) - the things that should be seen or visited, especially if because they mark the character of a person or place
volta // βĻĪ»Ļα (greek, n.) - a leisurely stroll along the main street or the seashore as the sun is setting, to meet and talk with friends and neighbors
vorfreude (german, n.) - the joyful, intense anticipation that comes from imagining future pleasures
X
xibipĆĆo (pirahĆ£, adj.) - of experiential liminality; of a being in the boundaries of experience and the act of entering or leaving perception
xuÄnxiĆØ // å®£ę³ (chinese, v.) - āto let accumulated water flowā; to emotionally unburden oneself
Y
yaāaburnee // ŁŁŲØŲ±ŁŁ (arabic, phr.) - āyou bury meā; wishing for a loved one to outlive you because of how unbearable life would be without them
yakamoz (turkish, n.) - the reflection of the moon as it shines upon the water
Z
zugzwang (german, n.) - a situation where every possible move or decision is a bad one, or one that will result in damage or loss
very much inspired by @class1akidsās lists, since iāve been finding so many amazing fics through them over the last month and iām a disorganized bitch who constantly forgets to bookmark the things she loves.
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goodbye stranger by stereonightss (E, 8.1k) - god what a really nuanced exploration of ace!todo and aro!baku. i loved this on so many levels and donāt know how to articulate any of them skjgfdhsjs. despite being hot as hell reading this made me really thoughtful and melancholy in the best way.Ā
take a bite of my heart tonight by @knlalla (T, 5k) - katie always be out here giving the people what they want...itās me iām people and so are all of you because who doesnāt want a tdbk vampire au? thatās right, no one.Ā
the gincident by sodapopcurits (M, 20.8k) - yāall know we love a fic where bakugou suffers for his friends !! this whole thing is a chaotic disaster and dips its toes just far enough into the stripper!baku au iāll never write šŖĀ Ā
weāre just killin time by @cenli (T, 4.4k) - what a perfectly balanced afterlife au this is. please just read this and then come back and help me convince cenli to write more of this au sjfsdgfkdjhj iām OBSESSED with this idea, god , ,,
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curiosity killed the cat (satisfaction brought it back)Ā (M, 1.4k) by ascinde - crunchy and aesthetic one-sided pining? mhmm yes good thank you thatās exactly what i got on this ship for.
misc /
shinsou hitoshi has entered the chatĀ (T, 8.1k) by crossroadswrite - i ache for good chat fic in this fandom, and also itās always loving shinsou hours on this blog so this was the perfect match. i laughed out loud at so many points during this,, , just really chaotic and wholesome class A bonding.
twelve over, seven upĀ (G, 4.5k) by @knlalla - yāknow i look back fondly on the times when katie used to be likeĀ āoh i donāt write angst, i donāt want to make people cry.ā listen,, ,, i read this over coffee at like 9am on thursday and am still not recovered. if youāre a fan of theĀ āclassic ot3ā² as weāve dubbed aizawa/mic/shirakumo and especially if youāre a vigilantes reader, please go read this and cry with me.Ā
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summary:Ā Deku, for the record, happens to know exactly what Katsuki thinks about that half and half bastard. He can count on one hand the number of things him and Deku have agreed so soundly on over the years, and, god help him, one of them happens to be Todoroki fucking Shouto.
More precisely, fucking Todoroki Shouto.
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or, the seduction of a candy cane, executed by two hopeless idiots with little to no seduction skills to speak of.
a/n: six months of complete silence and she comes back with,,,,,,,,some self-indulgent ot3 nonsense for a new fandom? whoops. anyway, this was a joke i sent to @knlalla that proceeded to spiral completely out of control, so you can blame her i guess. more & better fics coming soon, i promise x