It has been a fucking buckwild past couple weeks. Some things that have happened in the past 14 days include:
Having one of the worst anxiety attacks I've had in years
Making the decision to put down my cat of 13 years and having to live with that knowledge for 3 days before it actually happened
Getting job rejections while I'm on a time crunch to possibly having to become independent from my parents in the very near future
Dealing with just general daily anxiety again, which hasn't been an issue in a long time
But then also
I turned 25 and had one of the best and most fun bdays I could have asked for with people who I love dearly
Been keeping busy and social like I hadn't been doing for a while
Started talking to someone (romantically)
Went on a first date with said someone and had an amazing time with her, we vibed so well on so many levels
And will be going on a second date with her some time soon
It's been a real rollercoaster of emotions, folks. 2022 really said, let's backload everything on them in these last few weeks of the year.














