Feb 11
Me when I get the urge to analyze a piece of dialogue that my character 1) has never said before in their current canon and 2) needs to be pushed in a very specific way to even consider uttering
Yes this is about BloodyHarvest
#SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#random shit#Au character- BloodyHarvest Stellar Slaughters#someones like of trash… bro you couldve just said ‘a pile of trash’ why the ‘someones’ wete you thrown away?#*pile#were you abandoned as a trash pile by someone who previously made use of you to the point he left you like trash?#is it synonymous to the feeling of being broken inherent from the detachment you’re experiencing from your sense of self after everything?#ypu can find something to salvage but it will still be part of a pile of trash… is this the self hatred taking form as the belief that no on#one would ever love you as you are because if no one could when you were ‘whole’ no one would now that you’re ‘broken’?#is this rooted in the pain of isolation from others despite your strong desire for connection that forces ypu to never believe yourself—#worthy of being loved without reason#because all your past relationships have had strings attached so now it feels wrong to think that unconditional love can be real#because it wasn’t truly offered to you#because no matter how you are youll always be wrong and useless and everyone’s second choice or coal mine canary#is that why bro is tha why you would phrase your view of yourself like that#anyways#Quiet Throes Variants#Quiet Throes in Pooling Oil#‘cuz this applies to the canon guys too
