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@userdramas ↳ event 09: icon; get to know me bingo: comeback

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THE SEARCH.

❝ i’ve been dealin’ with some things like every human being. ❞

❝ i just think i need a little me time. ❞

❝ picking up the cues, right? i’m quite nervous. ❞

❝ life gets blurry and things might hurt me. ❞

❝ cold world out there, kids, grab a coat. ❞

❝ that’s when my thoughts can be dangerous. ❞

❝ that’s when i put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred. ❞

❝ the point that i’m making is the mind is a powerful place. ❞

❝ you’ll never be great-- not because you’re not, but the hate.   ❞

❝ better grab your balloons and invite your friends. ❞

LEAVE ME ALONE.

❝ why’d you visit? hit the road, yeah. ❞

❝ i’m kind of twisted, so keep your distance, be a ghost.  ❞

❝ i went from nobody to kind of famous. ❞

❝ hide my plaques inside the closet, i just can’t explain it. ❞

❝ i just leave em’ on the ground right next to my self-hatred. ❞

❝ that means i obsessively obsess on things i think about.  ❞

❝ that means i might take a normal thought and think it’s so profound. ❞

❝ i'm scared that if i do, i’ll be more afraid. ❞

❝ tell them how i feel, but they don’t want to change.  ❞

❝ i don’t need advice from my doubts right now. ❞

CHANGE.

❝ i don’t like it when i drift from the safe zone.  ❞

❝ got to have it, it’s a habit i’m going to break though. ❞

❝ world don’t just stop because i’m in a bad mood. ❞

❝ you don’t know what love is until your holding onto something that you can’t lose. ❞

❝ most of my life, i always felt like i was holding my breath. ❞

❝ looking for something in my life to be inspired again. ❞

❝ oh, you want to tell me something negative? i don’t want to hear what you think. ❞

❝ thinking about how i could’ve done this or done that better. ❞

❝ telling myself i ain’t never getting out of this place. ❞

❝ i need change. yeah, that’s kind of easy to say, right? ❞

MY STRESS.

❝ some days, i just want to leave the negativity in my head. ❞

❝ i just want relief from my stress. ❞

❝ some days, i don’t want to see ya’ or have a bunch of people to impress. ❞

❝ it’s like i hate but i love it at the same time. ❞

❝ most important things in life to me are things i know i can’t buy. ❞

❝ getting too close to me, woo, could be dangerous! ❞

❝ i don’t like the energy, i leave the situation. ❞

❝ those things you used to love turn to things that you wish you forgot. ❞

❝ i always find a way to find the bad in good situations. ❞

❝ will i feel like i found who i was or be more empty? ❞

NATE.

❝ even good people are great at making bad decisions. ❞

❝ you find out pretty quick that life is more than just appearances. ❞

❝ everything that breaks you down can also build your character. ❞

❝ we’re all products of the things that we experience. ❞

❝ don’t let nobody tell you who to be or write your narrative. ❞

❝ that’s part of life, that’s the way that it goes. ❞

❝ i’m here for you if you need someone to listen. do you need someone to listen? ❞

❝ you look uncomfortable, i’m sorry, let me change the subject. ❞

❝ you think it’s bad now, but you don’t know the half of it. ❞

amid the bluest days the dazzling scent of the night claims me with your beautiful spirit let me gaze into eternity

seunghyub aka hweseung’s proud dad

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