Mar 27, 2020
how do they* not understand that being constantly exposed to the worst possible news about covid19 while i'm literally under house arrest is the thing that's gonna drive me insane
#*my parents#i undestand that they need to know but jesus christ it's one thing to be informed#it's another to be bombarded 24/7 with the reminder that people are dying and can't even see their relatives#ok i'm gonna be responsible (i was going to anyway) but there's only so much tragedy i can take#i miss my friends i miss my grandparents i'm worried all the time i'm gonna fail the whole semester at uni and my ed is out of control#not to mention that talk of hospitals and especially icu already triggers the fuck out of me bc of Reasons Of The Past™#and like. they have no idea whatsoever??? how do you spend 20 yrs with a person and not know what affects her and what doesn't. how????#goddddd i'm going to explode#(...)#txt post
