#*isa

"It is still challenging not to," Isa admitted and slowly curled his fingers around the beverage. "I gave him everything for nothing."

"/Saix/ gave him everything," Lea corrected.

Isa looked away. "You know the differentiation is minimal."

"Still." Lea poked his cheek. "What was it this time?"

"A part of me misses him at times. Physically." Isa admitted. "What we had was far from good or healthy. I recognize that now. But it was mine. And I desperately needed something that was mine."

"You really need to work on opening your heart more." Lea sighed. "You need to forget about him. He's never coming back."

"I know." Isa took a sip from his drink. "But what can I say? Even I am capable of feeling horny from time to time."

Lea choked on his straw. "Y-yeah?"

"Don't give me that." Isa laughed. "You rushed over to my house after your first time. You haven't changed at all."

"We're talking about you." Lea looked past him. Over him. "You, uh, have anyone in mind?"

"I might. But I'm unsure if they feel the same."

"No way of knowing unless you ask."