#*idr

forgot to eat so much, so much

what is washing hair

did not buy food bc did not want to talk to anyone

ears eeeeeeeeeeeee’d a whole lot

wanted to say fandom friendmaking words when someone in class complimented my dr who backpack but couldn’t get them out in time & wasn’t sure they were the right words &. things

stimmed multiple ways at once multiple times

startled + mildly unsure what to say when kid said they missed me

again forgot to buy soap & toothpaste when shopping

picked up pizza roll at the very tip of the corner every time, brush crumbs from fingers w/same motion every time

i should take out the garbage x49428. when finally went to take out garbage, grabbed keys and backpack and shoes and walked out the door--without garbage

protein bar tastes bad let’s not eat it even though we know we should oh WHOOPS hwat do u mean all i had all day was half a protein bar and a piece of bread and some poptarts uhhhhhHHHHHH

soft shirt is. so much nicer than other shirt

sweaty but don’t want to move sweaty but don’t want to move sweaty but--

can’t hear whatall kids are saying at once when they’re shouting words for the word game. can hear but have to ask them to repeat so can remember & separate out each of all the ones. consistently the team of kids i’m working w/gets less words than the other. my fault possibly

consistently a tiny bit delayed, i think, in polite wording responses to people-- “you too”s and “have a good day”s

taking off tight sweaty jegging things is like. is like. nice nice

sometimes brain is just bleh, and on those times having things to do is makes it less bleh. stimming helps. musicking helps. soft things help. understimulated maybe?

squish in corner with blankets is nice

is nice to organize food in ziploc bags to hack exec dys. fun, good, productive

measure the oats in measuring cup, double serving amounts Exactly in each bag

my mom talks so loud on the phone. doesn't hurt, isn't overwhelming, but is loud

can't properly articulate why ableist things are bothersome in part bc upset

rock back n forth

i’m gonna go watch the flash--i’m gonna go watch the flash--i’m gonna go watch the flash--i’m gonna go watch the-- (did not watch the flash)

i’m gonna do a tiny bit of autism link finding and then go to sleep (does like an Hour of autism link finding & then some before finally going to sleep bc eyes are sliiiiding shut)

room was loud with so many (unfamiliar) kids in, nd so turned round n walked back out twice to go back to more quiet place (but ultimately did go sit in room w/loud kids & it was fine)

mmmmmmmmm pokemon hyperfocus, let’s play pokemon for literal hours in a row, is good fun, is great

missed. a joke. brother done did said joke. did not understand. “what do u call a carpet on a mountain” “i dunno” “high mat” “............that doesn’t make sense. (like i get it, a carpet/mat up high, but where’s the pun)” “..high mat” “.........that. that doesn’t....? ............ohhhhh high mat, like. hi matt, oh. rig ht yes right that yes (but shouldn’t u say like. one called matthew or sth or. like the “matt” part comes out of nowhere kinda??)”

missed. another joke. “what’s that” “granola” “oh, is it all for you?” “of course not, don’t be stupid” “...i know, that’s why it’s a joke. cause you always say.....(that food is all for u)” “..oh right”

eat granola for crunch more than taste (tho both be good)