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“I’ve pinned each and every hope on you.”
The words are supposed to be encouraging, Sanae is sure, but nothing her parents say will ever seem genuine, or at least anything but self-serving, ever again. Not after her sister’s return on the wrong side of the law and their subsequent words against her. Nothing they say will ever take that back.
“Right… I’ve got to go, dad. Someone’s knocking on my door.”
She hangs up before he can answer. No one is knocking on her door. Not this time. There has been a steady stream of people at her doorstep, talking to the door to her new dorm as she burrows into her blankets and makes a home for herself there. She was one of the first to arrive and she hasn’t been downstairs since.
She can’t face them. Not after everything.
Just as she has been for the past two days, she lays in bed, stares at the ceiling, and thinks about everything. She thinks of what happened, what could have happened, what she could have done to stop it — because this is her responsibility. Himiko, her parents’ statements to the press, the rumours the press has forced onto her. It’s all her fault.
(Deep down, very deep down, she knows it isn’t, but she isn’t particularly inclined to listen to logic at the moment.)
There is a knock at her door and she almost laughs at the timing, but she doesn’t want to make a single sound. She brings her blanket up further so it’s covering everything but her eyes and head instead. Whoever it is will speak up soon enough.
“Sanae, it’s dinnertime…” It isn’t the first time Toru has approached her room and it won’t be the last. “I figured you wouldn’t come down, so I brought some up for you! Mashirao and I made it and saved you some. Get it while it’s hot!” There is a pause. “Please come out soon. We’re all worried about you.”
The softness of Toru’s voice is enough to bring a new wave of tears to the surface, but Sanae covers her mouth and shoves it down until she hears Toru’s footsteps fade away and the ding of the elevator signal her departure. It all pours out then, ugly tears and wretched sobs. She doesn’t deserve their kindness.
She does eventually open her door, looking both ways to ensure no one is in the hallway, and take the dinner made for her. It’s well on its way to lukewarm by the time she does, and it becomes seasoned with her salty tears, but she eats it all. She won’t let any of their generosity go to waste.
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a string of events in her childhood is what led itsumi to believing the current system, with all its heroes and quirks, was flawed. it was inevitable that nine would recruit her, especially when she had such a young mind that could be shaped as he saw fit. while she has no desire to rule over the weak, she does want power for her own safety, and so she follows along with nine's plans. that is, until he starts targeting defenceless children. she goes to nabu island anyway, but with her own plan forming in her mind, she has to walk the fine line of playing double agent and not getting caught by either side.
sanae could never understand how her sister and the person who attacked their high school classmate were the same person. she had so many questions and no answers, especially after himiko ran to evade the authorities and her parents refused to speak to her about it unless it was to badmouth himiko. already wishing to become a hero, this only increased her determination. perhaps she would have access to the answers she seeks if she’s a pro hero. her parents were more than happy to encourage these dreams, wanting someone to ‘save’ the family name. now at ua, she won’t stop searching until she’s satisfied.
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azusawrites: Hello, Bingo Buddy! I would like to ask some questions for Sanae, if that's ok! (I love her fc btw!)
1. Who does Sanae get along best with in her class?
2. What does she think of Stain's ideology?
3. What are her reasons for wanting to become a hero?
4. What is the one character flaw which you think might define her as a person?
5. How does she feel about her Quirk?
hi there! sorry that this is so late, and thank you!
sanae gets along best with ojiro and hagakure! she ended up being friends with them first out of everyone in the class and they just sort of click.
while she can understand the thought process behind stain's ideology, she can't accept it as she sees nothing wrong with people being heroes for their own reasons provided they do their job properly and encompass everything being a hero entails. she definitely comes to learn and understand why himiko takes to his ideology so well, though.
she was always interested in heroes as a child, like a lot of children are, and she always claimed she was going to be a great hero. she only got serious about it after himiko disappeared after the incident at her middle school, wanting to be someone who helps people like her as well as track her down.
she overthinks and hides herself away when trouble arises because she thinks she should be bottling it up and dealing with it on her own. it makes her push everyone away and in the worst cases, she needs to be talked out of completely disappearing altogether.
while she likes her quirk, she understands that it can be a bit scary to others, considering she uses her own blood to make weapons. it also isn't exactly fun when she uses too much of it and she gets dizzy. she definitely sees it as a quirk that has its pros and cons.
Hey BINGO buddy! Please share 5 facts about your current muse.
HELLO! ooooh it's so hard to pinpoint a current muse but i've been thinking about itsumi a little more lately so:
aizawa ends up taking her in after the events of heroes rising, though she's very stand-offish at first
she ends up rooming with eri and she doesn't know how to deal with that because how2deal with children, but eri is too cute and she ends up caring for her like a sister
her biological father attempts to reconnect with her several times, but it's clear that he only sees her as a way in to talk to heroes
she lowkey becomes besties with shouji and she and shinsou have a sort of sibling-like relationship, always antagonizing one another but will throw down with anyone else who tries
she doesn't become a hero, but she grows up to be an informant of sorts for heroes. she's very selective on who she works with, though, like if endeavor ever so much as breathed in her direction she'd incinerate him with his own flames
do they hold grudges? is it hard for them to let go/forgive each other?
itsumi definitely holds grudges whereas momo doesn't. momo never does anything for itsumi to hold a grudge over, but even if she did, she'd forgive her easily. as for other people? itsumi will hold that grudge until the day she dies if she has to.
do either of them have a special item (an article of clothing, a necklace, a book) that they use when they miss the other? if so, what is it? what do they do with it (read, wear, look at, smell)?
momo has a little book of poetry itsumi got her because "it made me think of you" and she'll read passages in it whenever she misses her. itsumi has a picture of the two of them in her wallet that she looks at when she misses momo the most.
who is the first to forgive?
definitely momo. itsumi has a terrible habit of ignoring an issue until someone else brings it up. she would never be able to be mad at momo for long, though.
who would be the first to say they hate the other? would they mean it?
neither. momo would never, and despite how itsumi can be, she would never go that far, not with momo. both of them would be lying if they did.
who sleeps on the couch? can either of them sleep without the other?
momo's bed is too big for one of them to sleep on the couch c'mon now sldkfjsdlkfjsl. they spend enough time apart that they can definitely sleep without the other, though momo refuses to go to bed angry and itsumi can't say no to her.
who comforts who after a bad dream/event?
both. itsumi is more prone to bad dreams, but momo takes bad events harder. and yes itsumi is terrible at comforting others but you better believe she's gonna try her hardest for momo, even if it's just physically being there. momo also gives physical contact, but she talks more, telling itsumi it's going to be alright.