#*dspris

i??? really fucking wish i could stop being uncomfortable with doubles of dspri. like i thought maybe after the first time where i was literally shaking so hard and questioning if i was rly dspri that i had to lay down on the floor where i was and take a nap that itd get better, but im still so ridiculously not okay with doubles and i hate it. like all the dspris ive seen in the tags seem perfectly nice and i know corvid is but like i just. cant. and i hate it. like i *wanna* talk to other dspris about what they went thru, but i cant fucking even.