Sep 4, 2021
ATTENTION π’ ! ! ! !Β
#not saying my portrayal or mr ratthew wont be positive at times but i of the firm believe that he was a coward through and through#and spent the majority of his life hiding behind brave and strong people who could make him look/feel better about himself#he wasn't stupid and he wasn't an idiot#and it doesn't mean he didnt love his friends#god at a point in his life he loved them so much he forgot how much he hated himself but#he was also a BITCH#AND A BASTARD#AND A LITTLE DIRTY RAT!!!!!!!#who believed he'd chosen the wrong side of the war and wouldn't survive#and mr ratticus is all about survival both in the major and minor ways#societal survival at school and SURVIVAL SURVIVAL during the way#anyways more on this later#it'll be fun to annoy you all with me regulus vs peter analysis later (:#*BELIEF EVEN#*WAR#CAN I LEARN TO SPELL
