#*awful

IT REALLY DOES shock me how little men seem to care about women. thwres a girl throwinf up in the toilet at the bar and this guy outside just says "oh i dont give a fuck i just care about my bladder" literally what?????? another man who was MAKING OJT with this girl sees her literally in distress and vomiting: "at least she didnt throw up on me" WHAT THE FUXK like,, is it so hard to have some compassion and sympathy for women i dont understand????? and she was Young. are u not concerned???? i really do not get it

sometimes I am hit with a wave of ‘how does anyone like my writing?’ because I’ll look at my boring bland basic flat fics and look at the beauty and melody of some else’s details and descriptions and emotions that are leaps and bounds more beautiful than anything I could ever write no matter how hard I try and I wonder why I even do what I do because how could I ever compare? and I just feel really unworthy like I do not see a single good thing about the things I write

If I ever mention making playlists of what I think the LU boys would listen to please tell me to immediately stop

do you know what really fucks me up like. on the daily? the fact that at least half of the NPCs you meet in Morrowind on Vvardenfell likely met an awful end during the Red Year