#*appreciated

How the fuck do I figure out if I want to be in a (romantic) relationship or not, like I have the opportunity rn but there is so much shit going in my head and I feel horrible most of the time, that it just dosent feel worth it? Am I just afraid? or aroace? menatlly ill? am I lonely? is it my autism? because im pretty sure im not supposed to feel this anxious and strange. sometimes I feel good abt it and other days im like no fucking way, I wanna be alone. Its also not the other person they are sweet as fuck, which makes this so much worse cause I like them but I dort know if I can like them like "that", and I really dont want to hurt them. Figuring this out is horrible, do I know the answer? am I just to afraid to admit it?

glad that scott actually laid out the pretty Obvious prophecies and basically said “these are referring to This person”. i feel like without that canon confirmation (dubious, but Pretty Fuckin Clear) we would’ve always not been sure which one referred to whom. At least the ones that have already passed are Clear and Set, we don’t have to talk about those anymore and can move on to the ones that are more unclear