#*anxiety attack

You always had the potential to turn into this panic attack.

I’m falling in love again and I’m afraid.

I’ve always been too afraid to live.

It was too much, I panicked.

If the music is louder than my heartbeat I’ll find a way to save myself from panic.

While I worry for you, your thoughts stir for me as well

And as I fill with apprehension, I can’t help but think of you.

I’m drowning in my own churning, bubbling worries.