#* sejun.

i’m here, with @lgcsejun

          yohan could sense that sejun was down. something was bothering him, and considering he knew sejun well, it was screaming at him that something was wrong. he couldn’t see the usual spark in him, and it was saddening to see. he didn’t know what was up, and after the last few months, yohan knew he needed to do something. sejun was there for yohan when he needed someone, he made sure he was okay, kept him company and got him snacks to cheer him up. he was thankful that he had sejun, and he was even more thankful that he was there for him. however, how was yohan’s turn to be there for sejun.

          the dorm was eerily quiet, which wasn’t normal. usually it was pretty lively, so something had to be done about it.

          looking around the dorm, yohan was on a mission to try and find sejun. he had made sure to change his clothes into more comfy but ready to go out, resulting in a random hoodie that he didn’t actually think was his and a pair of sweatpants. usually, he was able to find sejun pretty quick with the mouth of his, but today he was struggling. it took him a good 5 minutes to find him, only to find him laying on the sofa practically swallowed whole by a blanket.

weakest skill training, with @lgcsejun

          rapping was not yohan’s best skill.​ he still had a long way to go, but compared to where he was prior to the debut bootcamp, he feels like he’s improved, not that he’s any good (not compared to other rappers in the company), but he’s still getting somewhere. just, slowly.. but surely. though now they were in the final month of the trimester, it meant it was time to work on their weakest skills, and yohan’s just happened to be rapping. and he’s just incredibly thankful that he asked eunhye for some advice a little ago because throughout these workshops, her advice has been lingering in the back of his mind.

          yet he still felt like he was struggling, finding it hard to get his footing on how to rap well. but then he remembers, something that jaesun had told him. he recalls him telling him to have confidence and that sort of attitude wouldn’t get him anywhere, which was honestly, true. and truthfully, that’s not something that he had actually tried. so maybe, trying it with confidence will help.

          and it was safe to say that since everything had happened, yohan has been pretty selective with who he’s been speaking to. especially about the incident, so having sejun in the workshop with him honestly eased his nerves a little. he felt like most of the trainees disliked him for landing them all in this spot when they could have been doing other things, so he was finding it a little hard to not let it get to him much. but now he had just sort of learned to keep his head up as much as he could, which was what he was doing.

⤻ hey…  ⤻ i hope you’re doing ok  ⤻ i’m on my way back to the dorm ⤻ need anything? 

sending to … sejun !! @lgcsejun​