i had been sitting on this for a few hours now , just for the fact that i wanted to give this message the response it deserves. not just the usual thank you. for starters , i wanted to say that you don’t ever have to thank me for doing that. & now , i leave you with this :
i was having a particularly bad night last night & was a mess of tears while working on one of those color by number apps on my phone. but when i saw this before i put my phone down to sleep for the night . . . i lost it. & for once all night i wasn’t crying for the depressing reasons. but for a good one. because this message brought a smile to my face & made me feel a little more . . . human , if that makes sense.
the way i felt when i received this message . . . that’s why i try to spread as much love & positivity as i can when i’m feeling low & not worth it. because while i can’t bring myself to smile or feel the good in a day / life , i can bring that feeling to someone else. you never know what someone is going through on the other side of the screen. so i bring them all of the love & positivity that i’m not too willing to give myself & offer it up to someone else.
this site is too quick to judge people & send hate for differing opinions & their distaste for someone’s decision on their blog. they’re too quick to turn things negative when you can just click a simple unfollow or block button. because nobody needs the negativity. you really never know what’s going on in someone’s life.
anyways . . . this got long but i kind of wanted to give you the sense of what your message made me feel. i was struggling last night & still am but your message made me smile. & it made me feel like maybe in time things will be okay. how ? because someone took time out of their day to show me that i’m seen & i’m heard. that my efforts are worth something. & i love you for that , nonnie. you didn’t know what you were doing or how you were helping me by just sending that message . . . but you did. & that’s all i ever want to do for someone else. that’s why i continue to do it , even on my worst days.
& nonnie ? this one’s for you : you are a smart , kind , beautiful person. you have the power to change the world , one smile at a time. you are a light in this darkness. the sunshine that everyone needs in this world. you are not alone. you are always so valid. don’t you ever let anyone tell you otherwise. thank you , nonnie. i love you , angel.
anonymous said : just wanted to drop by and say thank you for always uplifting people / the rpc. i know it’s not an easy thing to be constantly positivity and spreading the love around , but you do it so constantly and it’s so wonderful to see. ♡♡
