β i forget sometimes how parents arenβt always good for their kids. β
harvey glanced down at his glass . the whiskey was almost gone . two ice cubes clinked against each other , floating half-heartedly on what was left of his drink . all of these conversations γ
€( those riddled with earnestness and other dangerous traps ) γ
€could not happen without the aid of alcohol it seemed . dent glanced at the young man before him but he couldn't bring himself to look him in the eye when he spoke next . γ
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€" i used to wish for my father to disappear . nine birthdays in a row , i blew those candles out and didn't ask for toys or games , nothing . leaving him was the best choice we ever made , my mom and i . " γ
€the district attorney said , focusing on the two lonely ice cubes .
his voice had become hoarse throughout the day γ
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€dent couldn't help but notice that he now sounded similar to the voice in his head ; the one which would pitch in whenever harvey was lost in deep thought . a husky and gravelly voice which echoed in the depths of his cranium . it would always mock and bully and threaten but never heal . harvey could imagine the precise words it would say right now : ππΏπ°ππ΄ ππ·π΄ ππΎπ³ , ππΏπΎπΈπ» ππ·π΄ π²π·πΈπ»π³ , π±π°π±π ! π³πΎ ππ΄ ππ·πΈπ½πΊ π±πππ²π΄'π π±π΄π΄π½ ππΏπ°ππ΄π³ ? ππΌπ΄π»π»π ππΏπΎπΈπ»π΄π³ ππΎ πΌπ΄ , π·π°ππ
. π±π΄πππ΄π π³πΎππ±π»π΄ π²π·π΄π²πΊ ππ·π΄ π΄ππΏπΈππ°ππΈπΎπ½ π³π°ππ΄ πΎπ½ ππΎππ π»πΈπ»' πΏπ°π» ππ·π΄ππ΄ π±π΄π΅πΎππ΄ ππΎπΌπ΄πΎπ½π΄ πΏπππ π° πππ°ππ· π±π°πΆ πΎπ
π΄π π·πΈπ π·π΄π°π³ .
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€harvey cleared his throat and pulled his coin out of his pocket . looking at it made the world feel quieter . γ
€" you deserved a choice , bruce . " γ
€dent finally said , now looking wayne straight in the eye . γ
€" being robbed of that the way you were ... it's the ugliest thing in the world . "
the district attorney sounded like he meant it . he had never had much sympathy for his father γ
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€but harvey remembered the anguish that the mere thought of losing his mother had caused him as a child . to have to actually experience that , to never know who to blame for your pain , to have your trauma be of public knowledge ... dent exhaled through his nose . HE COULDN'T IMAGINE what that must have done to bruce . harvey placed his drink on the table . with his silver dollar in hand , he no longer felt the need for liquid courage .
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€" still , all things considered , i think we turned out fine . " harvey arched an eyebrow at his friend , eyeing him from head to toe . γ
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€he smiled . lightening the mood was always good . specially if it'd put an end to more vulnerable topics .