TAGGED: i think it was @overlourdesâ so thank you! TAGGING: @undonesâ (your pick) @apearlwritesâ (luisa) @neotropicalâ (ivy) @starrdewâ (christie or anyone uâd like) @isolctionsâ (veda) @streetsofsecretsâ (louis) + im tired, tag urself.
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
NAME -  isla meredith blackwell EYE COLOUR -  brown HAIR STYLE / COLOUR - isla usually opts for protective hairstyles, wigs and hairpieces. sheâs got a preference long dark blonde locks and wearing it in loose waves. (see here), but sheâs got a nice collection of various shades and lengths and she always enjoys looking for new ones.  HEIGHT -  5â˛9âł. 6â˛0 with when wearing her four inch heels. CLOTHING STYLE - i mean... when she isnât rocking that medical couture? she likes a bit of variety. outside of her scrubs and comfortable shoes and lab coats, she likes to dress to the occasion, but always stylish. often itâs down to a nice pairs of jeans and a blouse. peplum tops, halter tops, sweaters (and turtlenecks), coats... i wouldnât say theyâre normally expensive clothes, but they look well cared for and quality. and she does have a few pieces that sheâs proud of... like a pink satin duster. and now that we mention pink, sheâs into a lot of colors, and that includes pastels. and while she does like to wear dresses, she doesnât get many chances to. much like the wigs, sheâs got a diverse wardrobe. clothes and dressing up is something she enjoys doing, when sheâs got the time for it. since she often doesnât, itâs not uncommon for her to just throw on sweatpants and a hoodie when sheâs got to run to the grocery store. but like, nobody actually ever sees her doing that, so they just assume sheâs got two moods: the scrubs, or really well dressed, until proven otherwise. BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE - sheâs long legs with very strong thighs, and she likes her lips too. the former, coupled with her posture, makes her look statuesque.
LAYER TWO : THE INSIDE
FEARS -  losing the clinic, either due to money troubles or just the general mayhem that goes on in the neighborhood. losing patients is always a fear, and she gathers itâs a healthy one; it keeps her attentive. GUILTY PLEASURE -  sugar in general. she likes to bake. and itâs perfectly fine to eat cookies at 2 am if youâve been awake since 4 am from the previous day, in her opinion. BIGGEST PET PEEVE -  people who rip out their iv drips thinking that theyâre in a movie and nothing will happen. that thing isnât just in some random part of your body. itâs directly pinching a blood vessel. youâre gonna bleed. sometimes a lot. if you donât care about yourself, at least mind the nurseâs time cleaning up after you. in general, people that hate hospitals and take it out on her + the med staff in general really get on her nerves, even if sheâs trained to remain civil and calm. AMBITIONS FOR THE FUTURE - making the clinic grow and for the neighborhood to thrive. maybe to the degree that she can take a little break... sheâs been working nonstop for quite some time. that being said, only god can tell if sheâll actually take the break once sheâs able to. sheâs addicted to the job. feels useless when sheâs not there. in 2020 sheâd also like to get into the dating scene again.... but you didnât hear that from me.
LAYER THREE : THOUGHTS
FIRST THOUGHTS UPON WAKING UP: "coffee.â WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT MOST: the patients currently under her care. money. the weird individuals occasionally standing in the street looking at her come in and out of the clinic. books. the various administrative errands sheâs got to tend to. WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE BED: if she did everything she could. WHAT YOUR BEST QUALITY IS: the determination, the kindness, the dedication. she really embodies the hippocratic oath. especially the 2019 update.
LAYER FOUR : WHATâS BETTER ?
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES -  single. TO BE LOVED OR RESPECTED - to be loved properly. respect just so happens to be a requirement, in that case. BEAUTY OR BRAINS - she prefers values. DOGS OR CATS - dogs.
LAYER FIVE : DO YOUâŚ
LIE - not often. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF -Â on most days. BELIEVE IN LOVE - Â sure. WANT SOMEONE -Â in the general sense? sure.
LAYER SIX : EVER BEEN âŚ
BEEN ON STAGE: sheâs been on podiums and has had to make speeches at fundraisers. DONE DRUGS: yes, when she was younger. weed for the most part. CHANGED WHO YOU WERE TO FIT IN: not so much because she wanted to fit in, but because she wanted to be safe. following nasty responses from peers when she was a tween, she stuck to looking and acting like people wanted her to look and act up. this lasted for several years and it was around the time she was 27 that she began to present how she wanted to, which was more femininely. from that point to now it was a gradual process.
LAYER SEVEN : FAVORITES
FAVOURITE COLOR - purple FAVOURITE ANIMAL - rabbits FAVOURITE MOVIE - probably something dumb like 1993â˛s homeward bound. FAVOURITE GAME - words with friends.
LAYER EIGHT : AGE
DAY YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY WILL BE - august 28. #sheâs a virgo. HOW OLD WILL YOU BE -Â iâm not answering that. AGE YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY - 17. DOES AGE MATTER - Â yes.
LAYER NINE : IN A PERSON
BEST PERSONALITY - kind, patient, resourceful, loyal. BEST EYE COLOUR - brown BEST HAIR COLOUR - brown or black. BEST THING TO DO WITH A PARTNER - just being around each other works. talking, reading in silence together, cooking, cuddling in bed, sex, etc.Â
LAYER TEN : FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE - âabed.â thatâs a friend of hers and colleague. I FEEL - âtired.â I HIDE - ânothing.â I MISS - âmy mother.â I WISH - âthings will get better.â









