[ The limit does not exist. ]
She had never known peace. Libraries were too small (suffocating) but the vastness of the cosmos was too infuriatingly vast. Play with the other kids. Come eat dinner. Please.
Instead, the girl who would become a monster shut herself away, already burdened with the limitations of time and space. How is the concept of β not terrifying? How can people be so oblivious towards the hourglass sand, slipping endlessly through their fingers?
When asked for her favorite animal, the girl who would become a monster presented an alphabetized list of fifty-eight creatures: all deep sea anomalies with primordial origins, and unknown lifespans.
She was languishing in college when THE SHEPHERD first opened her reclusive mind. She had long debunked magic, but his words felled her under an immediate spell. The woman who was becoming a monster was suffering, and he promised her relief. Salvation.
I want too much, she had whispered. In my new world, there shall be no want, he answered back. And so, it goes.
It was difficult work. Blood quickly stained her hands, but she pressed onward, taunted by that tempting vision. The experiments and interrogations were particularly gruesome, but she was desperate, unrestrained, and oh so cold. Again. Again.
All for him. All for nothing.
Atop the mountain, the shepherd ascended alone--and she was forced to reckon with the weight of her folly, her imperfect humanity, alone. Jail was worse than hell itself, impossibly cramped, each grain of hourglass-sand thundering in her ear as it tumbled past into the yawning abyss. And placed beneath this crushing burden, the woman had no choice but to complete her transformation, and [d]evolve. (She had plenty of time to perfect her craft, after all.)
When the guards turned the key to her cell, they turned her loose upon the world once again. The monster donned her painted mask, smiled with her teeth, and melted into the shadowy corridors. An anomaly. She had long given up on cures and solutions for this agonizing hunger, but--
Perhaps another dream could whet her appetite, for now.