#(sorta) vent

Whenever I give people advice, yk like offering them tips on how to help them feel better or offering them ideas on things that helped me, does it upset people?

When I ask people if they're okay, does it upset people?

When I personally get upset at someone and tell them that and explain why, does that make said person get uncomfortable with me?

Am I the bad person here?

This isn't about anything in particular btw, just a pattern of things I've been noticing lately and it's worrying me.

I want to rampage.

If you’re scared?

There has been one part of my physical self that I never liked. Everything about it seems wrong. It isn’t a lack of tail or paws, not even gills or legs

It’s my face

My face has never felt like mine, in photos, reflections and mirrors it’s never looked right. I used to think I was just self conscious, holding myself to the standard of what the media decides what is attractive. While I don’t personally think I would be seen as pretty or attractive I no longer think that is the main issue

I’m not ugly, I’m not beautiful, I have a friendly smile and eyes that are far apart. But it’s not me. It’s not right. That isn’t how I look. I hate that people see this face and associate it with me. There is nothing wrong with this face, it just wasn’t supposed to be mine

That’s why I’ve always like the idea of animals masks I’ve seen. Not to hide, but to show what’s supposed to be seen. Despite the amount of mask wearer out there I’ve heard little about face dysphoria from others